God's timing of blessings

God is full of blessings, all in his good timing. Some things he withholds from us for a reason, knowing when we are ready to receive his blessing. it's like the man who asked God for a flower and a butterfly, but was given a cactus and a caterpillar instead. Knowing that God has his reasons he didn't question God, and eventually the cactus sprouted a beautiful flower and the caterpillar turned into a butterfly. Today I had a job interview at the Hyatt, Satruday i have one at Target. just what i've been praying for. :)

Heart Broken

It hurts.
An empty feeling,
It penetrates deep inside.
My heart has been stabbed
Right through with an invisible knife.
Now I know the feeling ‘heart broken’
Pain I can feel throughout my whole body,
Spirit and soul, aches and consumes me
A momentary desire I cannot have
Why yearn for something that
Is not enteral? What
Is the point?
I cry.

My Fish tank

Aidan asked how my fish were. Yes I got a tank in my room now. Before sam came to live with us we had a cat. thanks to this animal lover, we now have, the oringal cat, 3 fish tanks including ltos of fish, seahorses, corals, and other sea dwelling creatures two quails, a rabbit, and a pigeon that visits us everyday to steal food from the quails and rabbit.
My fish tank
tank and pebbles donated by tom
heater and filter and light and plant and fishes donated by sam (spent over $50 on me)
background pic printed by me, food bought by me

Ten fishes:
Four guppys, a male and three females, all named Aiden (Aiden not Aidan)
Six neon tetras, all named Miriam.
Hee Hee