Gah!

I'm functioning on 3 hours sleep, lots and lots of action and not enough food so being able to string this sentence together is a big achievement for me. What's happened since i last blogged? no effort to string more sentences together: water fight at burns beach at 9.30pm for primal girls leaders. was with five other awesome chickies (two others chickened out). came home wet from water and a bit of coke. i love doing crazy spontaneous stuff like this. mum came home! after nearly a month of being away. my take out days are over welcome home cooked food! had a 21st last night, got 3 hours sleep, went paintballing, went to church, went to an awesome 26th birthday dinner, am home.....so exhausted! but i have to leave home at 4am tomoro to bring parents to airport (goodbye home cooked food, hello takeout) then i got uni i also got a new job (Praise the Lord!) and a new boyfriend hahaha that still sounds sooooo weird! i never thought i would have a bf for a looooong time! just never imagined myself with one. not being single will take some getting used to! but he's absolutely brilliant! i've never met a guy as respectful and nice as tom. and he loves cooking for me! no guy has ever treated me the way he does he's just so generous and respectful and well very nice! im falling sick from lack of sleep, too much action and not enough food. this week's gonna be hard with no parents around, looking after my brother and the rest and starting uni and a new job.

On this page we see a little girl giggling at a hippopotamus... i wonder why?

MY life is so full and busy right now! This is it at the moment: Church, kung fu, work, beach, friends... and there's hardly any time to fit it all in! How am i gonna fit uni in???
I finally bought my body board after saving up for weeks! im so excited im gonna try it out tomoro dont care what the weathers like!
Holidays are so fun!
Valentines day yesteraday *rolls eyes* haha i reckon you should show ppl you love them everyday! just like everyday is Christmas day everyday's motheres day etc. everyday's valentines day. I did get a some really nice chocolates and a necklace but they were given to me last week cos my mates know how i feel about Valentines day.
At club 180 tonight, keeping with the theme of valentines day they spoke about love. God's love. and even though i know already know it, it was really good hearing about it again. It's amazing how much God loves us unconditionally. And i don't think i'll ever meet anyone who can love me the way God does. Another thing that it reminded me of is that he is a jealous God. Lately my affections have been turned elsewhere which he told me makes him jealous, and i need to turn my heart back to him. And why would anyone wanna miss out on God's awesome love? why settle for less when u can have the best? Lately i have been settling for less. i have fallen but with His help i can be picked up again and keep walking.

Wheeeeee!

Finally a pic of my bun bun!

MY beach flower!

Every time i go to church i love it more and more and love God more and more. Just seeing people's lives put back together and seeing people come to God and people passionate for Him. I have lived without God and now i'm living with him, and now that i know what both are like i don't ever wanna go back to life without him. It was cool cos some girls at work were asking me about my faith and Christianity when they heard i go to church. I didn't get to say much but hey at least we can talk about it now. They also invited me out to karoke. i felt so touched by that! Tonight i got my first girl to call up and, well, i guess u can say take care of. God i just pray that you'll help me love these girls and show them how much you love them and how valuable they are to you. i still can't believe im in this position! im excited yet keep questioning myself "can i do this?" "am i the right person? have they got it wrong?" "what if the girls dont like me?" etc. i guess i need to put my doubts aside... with God's help i can do anything!

Ice cream kung fu: the best combination!

I am pumpin!!! still from yesterday!!! which was wicked awesome!!! at work i vowed to hve no ice cream, not even a lick or a taste test...and i did it! which is a huge accomplishment for me!!! now i know that if i can resist and have self control over that i can do anything if i set my mind to it! it's a lot harder than it sounds and i fought a huge internal battle :P im so proud of myself! its never been done b4 but now i know it's do-able!! So im sticking my tongue out at u temptation!! ner ner :P then night i had kung fu, which left me feeling exhausted and sore but it was fun fun! taught a kids class then we had special demos and lion dancing for chinese new yr. they got me to play the cymbals for the whole of lion dancing (which is equilvalent to 4 cymbal players taking turns) which left my arms and shoulders and hands numb. but they had no one else to do it, and ive never played cymbals b4 i was so nervous! after getting a quick massage i did a sword demo with my best friend back to back. i wished i knew how to post the video on here. it was soo good! even though we stuffed up no one could tell and everything was perfectly timed and yeah ppl were impressed! Beach again this morning. went to work with beach hair, with a flower tucked behind my ear. my beach look :) and church in a few mins!!!! how awesome is my life?!

Artist?

I drew these in yr 5 when i was 9. miss drawing now maybe i should pick it up again? Yesterday i went to the primal beach party. still can't believe im in primal! even though it was cold and choppy i still went in the water to keep an eye on those few crazy girls who did want to swim. already i have a few girls to pray for and few who i gave lifts to. i love serving! Beach this morning again. man i love the beach! my hair's still salty and beachy but i like the look of beach hair with a bright flower tucked behind my ear :) Got another kung fu demo this thursday! hope i don't fall or stab myself! Baskin Robbins fly count for today: 9

Work Hazards

Last night at work i beat my record and killed 17 flies in one shift (old record was 3)
I also managed to hit my head with a mop and slam the bin on my finger

Beach

This is my beach. i have better pics on my phone but they're not on the comp yet. Few days ago i spent a long time at my beach and throughout the whole time mine were the only footprints in the sand. How blessed am i?! being able to walk to this beach anytime i want. This is where i spend a lot of time with God.

Did i mention that today LIVING END SIGNED MY DRUMSTICKS!!! a mate said he'd pay $200 for my sticks now lol but they're mine! i need to get a new pair to play with i dare not use my signed ones.