charlie and the chocolate factory

just came back from seeing charlie and the chocolate factory. cute movie. willy wonka's cool. i feel a bit better now. i dont know why i should be sad about such a little thing anyway. its not confirmed that we're moving but im acting like we already have. the anticipation is killing me, but at least im prepared for it, so i think. ive said this before but i'll say it again, its God's will, i'll do whatever he wants, i'l go where he wants me to go, i'll accept whatever comes my way. it may be hard but for God, anything.

today i went for a walk at the beach. actually i just walked to the beach and hung around ther while the sun set. tried practising some kung fu but the sand made it hard and i kept falling over. not sure if im ready for the demo this saturday, need to practise. but yeah i just walked around in silence and peace, trying to avoid getting wet, singing a few worship songs here and there. i love the ocean. many poets have written poems about the sea or beach. it has many metaphors, it is unpredictable, it can calm you and take away negative feelings. you can yell anything at it and it will take it all.its the place i go to when im feeling troubled and wanna spend time with God, away from ppl and distractions. just me and God and his beautiful creation.

"I walk along a narrow ledge
of sandstone at the water’s edge,
and thought like water takes its own
shape in the hollows of the mind"

Littoral by Gwen Harwood, a poem i studied at school